I am so Blessed that I have walked this Earth for almost 60 years and still able to dive into the sensuous heavens of flowers, bees, bugs and colour.
But beware these miracles of nature are besotted in capturing your very essence and hold you captive whilst whispering secrets in your Soul. This is a win-win situation as I breathe in the deep scent of the earth, relaxed and at one with beauty, away from the clock of time which marches on regardless.
For a while I have been saying that I am living in this bubble whilst being perfectly supported, loved and cared for. I know that it has never felt possible to do this.... well I have shown that anything is possible!
I decided a couple of weeks ago I needed to do a road trip - to go to Stanford in the Western Cape to feel the energy of the Overberg.
I started my Soul journey where tow great powerful oceans meet - Agullas. I found a secluded cottage in the park and for most of the time I was the only soul around. What a perfect spot to unravel and find my Be-Ing with a whole lot of colour therapy!
The day I left I had to stop to watch an amazing sight of 1000's of sea birds of every description soaring and diving repeating the pattern until they, fully sated, had to suspend themselves on the water. Taking flight was what I was feeling so strongly as I drove down the road and into the Overberg.
My next soul rest was Platbos Forest. What pure magic - a place of ancient Milkwoods, White Stinkwoods and Fairy Fly Catchers and of course Cape Robins along with the song of the Chorister songbird. Here I felt extremely vulnerable as I was dealing with issues that arose from my base and it took me 2 days before I ventured out of my campsite into a tangled forest. Talking about mirrors! Under a huge stinkwood tree found an angel of a dancing woman who was witnessed my every heartbeat without a word. Blessings of Magic. I braved my Soul and off into the forest I went honoring each footstep. Moss covered trees, ancient wisdom, orchids, shafts of pure light and song held me in my bubble for 4 days. Prepared and ready I left for Stanford to be with a Wild Sister and to attend a Reiki course.
For the past 6 months I have been blessed on so many levels and at the moment I am living in a void so have to be absolutely present in each second of my life. For a number of reasons I closed my business - know as Nurseriwilde due to Government buying the nursery for a medicinal project. After months of hearing the same old story I started getting really worked up with stress - not a pretty site! So I started guiding the end result I needed and did some studying and of course started painting again. This is how my website has been created!
What do I mean 'Living in a void?'
Simple, I do not have an income, I am not working, I can choose to do what I want every minute of every day - being responsible for my whole body and soul! [ If anyone had suggested this was at all possible 3 years ago I would seriously have fallen in a heap from not being able to breathe! Probably from rising Fear! ] BUT the truth is ..... it is exactly what I am doing - free to choose. I also know this is not the state of my Be-ing for ever and I absolutely have to savor every moment of this delicious time!
So watch this space for some juicy Life bits and seeing it is winter some news on bulbous plants!